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Sunday, July 31, 2005

:: Heartache again :: 12:52 AM

After resisting temptation to go running back to GWP, I did go back yesterday 'to help out'. My real intention was of course to see my beloved Engineer lar. So imagine how cheated and pissed I was to find that he was not working. ~pouts~ It's probably the reason why I was called in the first place. Half sian liao. Of course, I couldn't get within a 10 foot radius of him now after the stunt I pulled while the bitch is around anyway. Coincidentally, she wasn't around either, probably have to listen to her tell lies about me/him the entire night. Maybe they are in a rendevous together. ~must not let ridiculous thoughts get better of me~

Was happy to be back too, although I was not very chummy with most of the people there, except for the aunties. Even Hotshot Lawyer was not there to entertain me. ~Hmpf~ And Willie gave me a black face all night long. God, don't tell me he's still sore abot the red wine thing. He's not even the victim lor, I am. And if anyone should be holding a grudge, it's me.

Very sad cause the first thing Ace said after seeing me was that I've gotten fat. Which is true, I'm sad to say. I'm still wondering how I could gain 3kgs within 2 weeks. He says I'm probably pregnant and promptly received a punch on his arms for that. It's just that I'm not used to being able to eat while I'm working having a background in F and B. So everytime I'm free now, I'll be stuffing my face.

I really need to start dieting.

Plus, there must be a lot of kinks in my system cause it only took me all of 2 courses to pull a muscle in my back. First it was just sheer pain. By the time I got home, it was numb. Now it's sore. I'm just thankful. It could have been a lot worse, like my first day there where I had more than a sore back. Back then, I was just sore everywhere for 2 days straight. I was not a pretty sight.

Now looking forward to national day, for obvious reasons. Determination will prevail! Although I'm not crazy enough to go back there every weekend. I'm no workaholic trying to spread myself here, there and everywhere unlike some people. ~cough*bitch*cough~ When I say I'm gone means I'm gone, I stil have self preservation you know. Not going to let any guy dictate the way I work. God, I was stupid back then.

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Friday, July 29, 2005

:: Grad Ceremony :: 4:44 AM

Recently realized that after entering the workforce 'officially', my life has been like a routine. I wake up, get ready, go to work, wait for lunchtime, slack a bit, wait for 5.30pm, go home, bathe, watch TV and sleep. Super boring right? The most exciting thing that happened to me during the past 2 weeks was almost fainting on the train because one fat Indian woman has suspect hygiene habits. It was real bad by the way, like being stuck in a train full of Indians, only it was all coming from one person.

Was kinda forced by my mom to attend my own graduation ceremony yesterday. It's just to get my diploma lor. Plus there are about 500 other people getting the diploma the same time as me so I had to sit in the freezing convention center for 2 hours. I don't even know most of them lor. Waste of my time freezing my ass off. And didn't really take a lot of pictures since I was busy hiding from certain individuals. But it was kinda nice seeing my old classmates again with the exception of one Stalker.


Saturday, July 16, 2005

:: Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince :: 5:18 AM

Yay! The wait is finally over! Got my copy of the HBP this morning. And no, I didn't wake up at 7.01 am to get it. That would be insane. Finished it by the way, it was a whole lot shorter than OOTP. Took me 5 hours compared to 10 the last time. Or is it because I'm a faster reader this time round? Haha. Without giving too much away, the direction of the book is very different this time round.


Thursday, July 14, 2005

:: This Is The Last Time :: 4:23 AM

I have a very important announcement to make: I found a proper job! Yay for me! I started on Monday. It was quite short notice too: I interviewed on last Tuesday and was told that I was accepted on Wednesday. Guess I was that good during the interview huh? Haha. The company's a major Jap shipping company so there are great benefits too. I only get to enjoy them after my 3 months of probation of course. The people there super polite too, a quarter of the people working there are Japanese. They keep bowing to me all the time! No cute Japanese guys though. ~pouts~ They are still cute in their mannerisms though, it always makes me laugh.

There's a bad thing about working there though, I 'm going to get seriously fat in a few months time. They keep making me eat all these delicious (and super fattening) food! My department, which is in charge of costing, would attract all these sales people from the feeder carriers cause they want us to load cargo with them (kiss ass!). As a result, I get lots of treats ranging from the good (coffee, a godsend since I can never keep awake) and the bad(bacon and mushroom carbonara, only without any taste whatsoever. That's why you must never go to the Coffee Club branch at Harborfront Mall, the food there sucks.)

Of course, holding a full time job there means I have to give up the waitressing at GWP. Was quite sad at having to leave most of the banquet staff there. Because of the short notice, I only told them like 2 days before my departure. The aunties there were happy for me, though I'll miss them. Sob sob. I only intended to inform people who I'm close with initially, which included Willie. Unfortunately (or fortunately, depends on how you look at it), ZH and York, 2 of the most kaypoh guys around heard us talking and of course, by nature bombarded me lots of questions. So I told them all this crap that I was intending to work as a maid for ZH at $900 a month. Then York got this crazy idea that I could be his bride(as if) for $900 per month. He keeps calling me his xing niang the whole day. It was totally annoying except the times when S heard it and her face turned purple (totally worth going through with it to see her face turn that magical shade).

My last day was especially fulfilling since I had nice long (albeit often interrupted) heart to heart talk with N(which hadn't happened in a long, long while). York was nice too(for him anyway). He actually had the patience to listen to me whine all night about how Willie was being totally unfair to me by accusing me of walking too fast and bumping into him carrying 4 red wine glasses. And I was the one who got red wine spilled all over my uniform, not him. He says that since it's my last day, it's only fair that I get the chance to whine and complain as much as I want. Excuse me, I do not whine at every given opportunity. I'm simply opinionated ok? And it’s not as if he’s not going to see me again, I’m going back there to help out on National Day since I already gave my word ages ago.

Got lots more to say but since Lost starts in 10 minutes, will continue the next time. Ciao!

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Tuesday, July 05, 2005

:: I've got it bad... :: 6:10 AM

Been slacking a lot lately, a lot of things happened but too lazy to blog about it lar.

A lot of people are angry at me, things that I've done or said. Or rather the things that I'll do or say. But hey, it's not my fault that I always have such a big mouth. Everyone knows that. I'm a vindictive person by nature, ask anyone who has crossed me in the past. Do that once and if I'm in a good mood, maybe I'll let bygones be bygones. But do it again, there will be hell to pay. Especially if I've done nothing to deserve that sort of treatment.

I can't stand that B.I.T.C.H. She must have said something to Jess about those 2 guys. She has been assigned to them 3 days in a row. Not something I have had the privilege to experience. I'm most pissed when it comes to sucking up to N. She saved some leftovers for N during dinner which I thought she wanted for herself. You can't blame me for thinking that way since she's so ahem, big boned and all. Then the guy asks me why she would do that. Like hell he didn't know, she likes him! Which part of the last two weeks did he not pay attention to? I mean, the gesture's kind of sweet but it's not when the guy I like is involved! I would have done the same but seeing that he's not my BF(yet, haha) complicates things a bit. Plus, I like engaging in palyful banter with the 2 guys once in a while. So she's not too happy about that. She'll drag me off to do things with her just to get me as far away from them as possible. Actually, make that any guy for that matter. I think that she can't stand it when I get overly friendly(in her opinion anyway) with guys. Even totally harmless ones like Lianyi.

~Sigh~

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