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says what she feels..
Thursday, June 30, 2005
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| :: My precious...
:: | | 1:45 AM |
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My new hubby ;)
Sunday, June 26, 2005
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| :: So near and yet so far...
:: | | 1:01 PM |
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So near and yet so far...
Why can't I live life the way I want it to be? I can't stand it anymore.
Why do I have to buy my own Ipod myself? Damn it.
Friday, June 24, 2005
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| :: Sweet Revenge
:: | | 11:20 PM |
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Muahahaha, got my revenge against that bitch. Told Mr. Hotshot about her not-so-secret crush (to me anyway). Then he confronted her about it. According to her, 2 guys cornered her about it. How Nick got to know about it, I don't know. Hey, I'm innocent on that one.
Will be getting the gloss later. I love creating chaos. ~Rubs hands in glee~Labels: GWP
Wednesday, June 22, 2005
I hate it when people get overly bitchy sometimes. I'm guilty of it myself of course, I'll be the first to admit it myself.
This girl S likes N. Girl tells practically everyone hoping someone will tell him and yet doesn't want to confess to him herself. Idiot. N tells me about his troubles. Knowing that I don't really stand a chance with N anyway, I tell S about it just for the sake of sharing gossip. S questiions why N would share such info about himself so easily and says it to my face. WTF? Hello? Am I that transparent? Can't people share things with me because I happen to be a good listener? Or is it that people can only share secrets with the one and only S? Fuck her.
Unfortunately I was naive enough to tell her about the incident when York accompanied me somewhere. Then I proceeded to make the bad decision to say that he will make a better BF. Due to my excellent advertising skills, the girl is now interested in him too. And because I did such a good job of highlighting his good qualities, of which there are plenty, she thinks that I'm interested in him. Haha, that sounds about right. In fact, this reminds me of the nice dream I had of York the other day. Mmm, it was a nice dream...Never mind.
I was late yesterday so had to pay a penalty. Luckily, yesterday's event involved lots of tipping which I could use to offset my penaly. Unfortunately, could is the operative word here. That girl(yes, her again)is so unsubtle about her attempts to swallow my share of the tips. Yes, you read right. Some girl dared to take advantage of me. This extremely good looking Ang Moh ordered 2 beers from me and while I was getting the beers, she opened the account and got him to pay before I had a chance to open it myself. She got about couple of bucks worth of tips from right under my nose! Fuck her man.
I'm going to make it my lifelong mission now to destroy her reputation.Labels: GWP
Sunday, June 19, 2005
Don't know what's wrong with all of the men lately. They are either acting weird or going bonkers. Sian. Stupid managers blaming me for acting according to their orders. WTF. Like that also can get screwed over.
Had the Stalker resume his favourite activity again on my birthday. Only I was home, alone this time. Scare me half to death lor. Jessica says I should have came to work that day cause Big hotshot Lawyer York will be there to protect me(Yeah right, as if I want to work on that day). I would much prefer Nick to be my saviour and protector lor. But that bloody moron says Ron would be the most ideal candidate. !@#$%^ I would need more saving from Ron than the Stalker himself leh.
Come to think of it, Ron hasn't said a word to me in quite a while. Not that I miss it or anything but now he acts as if I don't exist at all, for which I'm extremely grateful, after that whole hoohah caused by Jessica. But he has been in lots of arguments with people recently. Idiotic ones somemore. He got into one with Nick yesterday over ice buckets of all things. All I can say is that they are both idiots for fighting over this kind of stupid stuff in the first place. Ice buckets!?! Diaoz, this kind of stuff also want to get territorial. Sian..
At least things are still ok with ZH cause it would be ultra embarassing. I always regarded him as a younger brother and he will always be one to me. No chance of anything there.Labels: BGR, GWP
Thursday, June 16, 2005
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| :: So Gan Dong...
:: | | 1:43 PM |
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My first 22nd birthday present wor, from Ace, Siyu, York and Nick. Received it at 12 midnight on the dot leh. Complete with birthday song somemore. So gan dong...Actually got candle one but I threw it away =p
Wednesday, June 15, 2005
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| :: Sometimes the truth can be hard to swallow
:: | | 11:21 PM |
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A lot happened to me over the past few days wor. But can't remember them all to put here. Oops.
Went for outside catering last Sunday afternoon. Needless to say it was very, very hot. Wearing jacket somemore, I think I was seriously dehydrated after one hour of pespiration. Also not in a good mood that day, partly because of the weather. But also because of Siyu's big fat mouth. She announced to the whole world that I was being bullied by Idiot Boy. Kaoz, and he's the kind that will make the situation worse if it's publicised lor. That led to a mini confrontation on Sunday. It was embarassing leh. Don't know where to put my face then.
Also been going through a bit of a 'lan tao hua' phase lor. Been 'molested' by a lot of guests recently. No value le lah. Then out of the blue, ZH messages me to ask me to go steady with him. ???!!! No offence, but he's really not my type and he looks about 12 years old. Then yesterday Jessica says that she knows why Idiot Boy has been bothering me all this while. The truth is too horrible to type here.
~Shudder~Labels: BGR, GWP
Thursday, June 09, 2005
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| :: I've got bodyguards and you don't...
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Got 2 bodyguards on Tuesday wor.. The Lawyer, being the typical kaypoh that he is, walked me to the MRT station. Lucky me. Haha. Even got the guy to burn the entire season of Lost for me leh.. Wah, Heaven must be smiling down on me now. My bro wonders what I used to charm all these guys. Aiyoh, simple lar. I got breasts and he doesn't. Haha. Or maybe its my charming personality? The fact that I was the only girl working with 6 guys that made them want to take good care of me?
Sure helps to have some of those guys working with me today. Have to turn over the whole of Brunei suite with only Jessica to help. Kaoz. Don't know why Idiot Boy has to go out today of all days. He sure is handy in situations such as this. Walked the whole length of the hotel several times running errands for people. I'm not a runner loh. Start work at 7 am leh. Have to turnover ballroom plus terrace and check 250 bloody glasses for any stains. No N nothing. ~Sigh~
Did hear a lot of gossip though, hee.Labels: BGR, GWP
Monday, June 06, 2005
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| :: Stalker Alert!
:: | | 11:26 PM |
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My Ex (shall be renamed the Stalker) did something totally out of the blue yesterday. Apparently, he doesn't take well to be jilted and insists that I'm lying to him about the real reason for breakup. Apparently, telling him that we are incompatible is not the truth. Well, it's the f**king truth. He keeps insisting that there must be some other reason, it's too fishy, etc. (He must have been brushing up on his horrible English skills)Like I have another BF or something, I only wish! He keeps bomarding me with SMSes throughout the whole day, they can start from 8 am to 2 am lor. I thought, either he has too much time on his hands or he's got it bad.
Then, after me ignoring him for 5 days, he takes matters into his own hands. He shows up on my doorstep unannounced! Luckily, nobody's at home at the time lor. So nobody answers the door and he SMSes me with the following message: I know you are inside, pls open the door.. Wah lao, scare half to death lor. I thank Jessica for making me leave the house earlier lor. What if I had been inside? ~Shudder~ So I told him to give up and go away. Then he messages back: I guess u really need me to pay u a visit at your workplace.. I dun wan u to hate me but u gave me no way to go.. Wah lao! Creep me out even more lor. Whatever happened between us is personal lor, still want to make trouble at my workplace. So I told him in certain terms that if he dares to come near me anywhere, I go to the cops with his SMSes as evidence. (Hey, hey, I got listen in Law class one! Even know one lawyer to help me fight the case. Haha) Then he accuses me of trying to get him arrested! Kaoz, if he had not been doing this, I wouldn't do it lor. Why can't he take the hint and leave me alone?
Anyway, I was supposed to work until midnight yesterday. But we finished earlier so we all left sooner at around 10 plus. Only the four of us were working: Willie, Lawyer, N and me. There was a stretch of road leading to the security counter so we were walking slowly, waiting for 11 pm to punch out. Then I think I saw him sitting in one dark corner like in the horror movies. I thank Jessica again for arranging for me to work with these burly guys. They are all at least half a head taller than me so they look like my bodyguards and make me feel safer. Don't know whether I'm overly paranoid that it's actually the Stalker or just someone else. I basically made Willie walk to the MRT station with me. Have to tell him what happened, of course. Idiot stalker! Now, I have to look for people to accompany me everywhere. I really don't dare to go alone anywhere now. God knows what he'll do.
In less exciting news: I've been manhandled, strangled and massaged(hurts a whole lot, so it might as well be torture) by Ron. If anyone needs a PPO made against him, it's Idiot Boy. Still dare to call me Barbie Doll! Look good and do nothing only. Hmpf! Although I like the part where people say I look good lar. Please lor, the things they have to carry probably weigh more than me. Like I can carry a 50 kg icebox!Labels: BGR, GWP
Friday, June 03, 2005
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| :: Hate! Hate! Hate!
:: | | 6:23 AM |
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Woke up at the ungodly hour of 5 am today for work. Was thinking to myself, my sacrifice better be worth it. It should be cause N's working also. Literally had to drag myself out of bed lor, my bed was so tempting.
The event was at Sentosa, didn't know that. Thought it was just a simple buffet or something. Turned out to be a Camp Sunshine thing, I think the MM's wife's a Patron there or something. Must be a charity organisation or Home of the Disabled, judging from the people there. The place was f**king hot lor. Can perspire like hell, just doing skirting alone. Somemore we just next to Tanjong beach leh. Can see all the bikini babes and hunks playing volleyball and suntanning, then me have to wear skirt, pantyhose and dress shoes lor. Seriously wanted to drown myself in the water, at least its cooler there. But I think the worst off were the secondary school bands lor, they have to march, play and sometimes dance past us at high noon leh. I sure cannot tahan one lor. Do all that for a few miserable CCA points.
I keep getting bullied by Ace and that stupid Ron!! Don't know where that idiot boy gets off lah. Give people massage he also want, then complain that I keep doing it wrong. !@#$%^ Kaoz, not many people can enjoy my 'special' massage abilities leh. Still want to complain, I ought to strangle him lor. He so big size, of course cannot feel anything lar. !@#$%^ Then have to be subjected to extra torture by him after work also. Wo De Ming Hao Ku Ar! He can still carry on his nonsense in broadlight on Orchard Road lor. Believe me when I say he has the makings of a abusive husband.
I hate all men! Can't they take a breakup seriously? Why can they stop calling their ex-girlfriends? I hate to be pestered. I broke up with a guy just because he shows up at my void deck uninvited! Why can't they accept the fact that the girl has moved on? Why can't they take the news with grace and dignity? Why oh why can't he leave me alone? I thought the purpose of breaking up is to discontinue seeing each other with relationship at a strictly platonic level, so why can he stop hounding me? WTF. I shouldn't be subjected to this kind of harassment man. I HATE ALL MEN!!Labels: BGR, GWP
Wednesday, June 01, 2005
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| :: Finally, it's done
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Broke up this morning. Not exactly the most prettiest sight.
Feeling so tired now, of everything. Still, glad because of the closure. Today's definitely not one of the best days in my life.Labels: BGR
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