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says what she feels..
Tuesday, May 31, 2005
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I'm a bad, bad girl for refusing to go out on my 1 year anniversary right? But that's the only way for me to make him back off, so I must be as mean as possible. Feel like a real bitch right now, hence the layout. Nice right? Took me whole of this afternoon to do it leh, me being a computer idiot. Haha.
Back to missing the anniversary thing, it was not my intention to fly kite lor. I was working until super late and reached home at 2 am. Fell asleep at 5 freaking am lor, have to wait for my hair to dry. Then coincidentally hp no batt, he couldn't get through. Yada yada. Turned into one big fight. ~Sigh~ Maybe all this is for the best. I also don't want to be so nasty. Never spoke or SMSed him in 2 days.
Work on Sunday was back breaking. People didn't turn up, buried under tons of work. Then the new staff, OMG, let's not go there. Suffered from chest pains when the whole thing was over. Or maybe the whole thing was due to Ron annoying me so much. He's so damn irritating. The calling of names I can handle, but the physical manhandling of girls is so wrong. The guy actually hit me and my arm was red and swollen for like two hours. Kaoz. I'm going to look for a lawyer to sue his pants off. Conveniently, I know one right now. Haha. Although he insists that he's dirt poor. Yeah, right. A dirt poor lawyer.Labels: BGR, GWP
Friday, May 27, 2005
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| :: Stupid Recruiters
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Just finished a very long day. Got interview in the morning then worked all the way until around 11 plus. Back breaking already.
The idiotic recruiters are so incompetent! Give them so much time and yet they don't get the job done, feel like strangling them le. Got interview scheduled but only let me know at the last minute. @#$%^! Think I so free to go running all around Singapore for you izit? Somemore so far away. But still, fortunate to get a nice interviewer. Finally, they send me for an interview that I have related experience and not some customer service crap. Do I look like I can provide good customer service all day long? Even in GWP I get to rest lor. Dumb recruiters! Then the bloody company make me wait for so long somemore, I nearly had no lunch. Got to take cab all the way to Orchard leh. Cab fare expensive leh. The transport providers want to raise prices somemore. Siao!
Took a lot of crap from ACE today also. Don't know what his problem is. I'm not a SHATEC student, I don't have formal training in Chinese Dinner setting lor. Don't know what to do to make him happy. Somemore no sighting of any hunks, N or interesting people today still have to work such long hours. ~Sigh~ Going crazy le.
Thursday, May 26, 2005
Finally got my computer fixed. I can play my Sims 2 now. Yipee!
Busy, busy this week. Whole week full of functions, got only one rest day. So sad. Also quite troubled, I feel like I'm stuck in a meaningless relationship with my BF. We are always quarreling lately about the most idiotic things. He keeps saying that either i don't give him 'satisfactory answers' or that I don't reply him at all. Please lor, he's working office hours. He always likes to message right after that when I have to start work already. And when I'm done, it's too late to message him back. We've drifted too far apart. He's super possessive, doesn't like my job cause he doesn't get to spend time with me. Everything's always about him. How I always have to accomodate him. Blaming me for not being with him whenever he feels like it. And he wants me to quit my job. What am I supposed to survive on? The oxygen in the air? I'm sick and tired of his snide remarks.
He says he wants to marry me and have LOADS of children. What does he take me for? A mother pig? He doesn't care about what I want. He's picky about his job, always complaining about his pay and all that crap. Hey, if you want to be paid more, then work harder. If you are not happy, then just quit. Stop whining. Seriously, he has no ambition at all and can't tell me what he wants to do with his life after NS. How do you expect me to spend the rest of my life with him? It's not that I want to put up with this nonsense. I tried breaking up with him a while back and he begged me not to. Crying. It turned me off even more. Am I wrong to take him back? Giving him false hope? I felt so guilty, not only for making him resort to this kind of actions, also for betraying my own feelings. Cause I no longer feel anything for him. I'm meeting him on Monday, our first anniversary. I nearly forgotten about it until he asked me out. I think it's an indication of how much I don't care anymore. Do you think it will be a bad thing if I choose to break up on that day? Or carry on being miserable?
And the complicating thing is that now I like this guy (N) at my workplace. He can't be anymore different from my BF. One thing: he's super smart. Engineering student at NUS leh. Don't play play. He just happened to come along at a bad time. We already knew each other only by sight, it has been donkey years since we did a function together. Someone-who-shall-not-be-named organised a KBox outing a while back. We ended up singing a lot of duets together. Don't ask me why. I ended up with a serious bout of flu due to the place having the climate of Antartica. I was in a blur by the time the next day came, where I had a whole day of work before me. Needless to say, I did almost everything wrong. I was at a new low, if that was possible. N was there too, setting up for his own function. He came over and helped me pick up the pieces. I suppose any feelings I had for him before changed that day. He was so nice and sweet. I didn't want to jump to any conclusions at that time. A guy can be nice, sweet and caring to a girl who is not his GF. Hey, such guys do exist. By the way, he's single. And I suspect someone else likes him. Just pure speculation at this point.
Later that same day, his good pal came and talked to me about some work-related stuff. My godmother in GWPH saw us and actually shouted to N that the guy was trying to get my number or something. He gave some ambigous answer and looked at me straight in the eyes as if he was trying to tell me something. The atmosphere became weird. And when his other good pal (who's an ass by the way) saw me showing up for work and cheered at something (What the hell was going on?).
Monday: I was partnered with a future hotshot lawyer from NUS (what's up with all these Uni guys?) who didn't really know the ropes that well, or rather, he's just not moving fast enough. We were in seriously big trouble by the time the sacond course came around. The lawyer was well, already slow and I was held up because I was helping him and trying to rescue both of us. N was the runner on the floor that day. He actually abandoned his duties and helped us. So sweet! Then Big Hotshot Lawyer screws up big time and I got a huge scolding from N. Seriously, I keep getting mixed signals from him. After the whole thing blew over, he was Mr Nice Guy again. ~Sigh~ Sometimes I don't know what to think.We were slowly progressing to the stage where we are outright flirting with each other. Yesterday, he stole my stuff from right under my nose. Wasn't angered or anything but I tugged on his jacket. It was just horsing around. Anyway, he being much taller and stronger (Gone through NS) than me, got away easily (Damn it!). I was kind of panting by that time. Some idiot who saw the whole thing went: Stop flirting already, you're blushing. OMG, I almost died of embarassment there and then.
I should really stop gushing now. I sound like a 14 year old (the good old days).Labels: BGR, GWP
Tuesday, May 24, 2005
Yay! Got my com back online. Broadband! Updates tomorrow!
Wednesday, May 04, 2005
Yay! Finally figured out how to post pictures on my blog! Anyway, here goes:
Came back from HK two weeks ago, but too lazy to post anything. My bad… The trip itself was great in general with some good and bad parts. The good parts first:
The shopping! I stayed near their equivalent of Orchard Road, only that the shops are not that high class and the atmosphere was more of an open market. Bargain hunter’s heaven! Never seen so much counterfeit goods in my life. You name it, they counterfeit it. Lol.
The flights. We took the Jet Star Asia and the service was quite good. The stewards and stewardesses were super friendly and chatty. You will never guess that they were working; they were having so much fun. Sort of like KR of previous years before all the politics spoiled the whole atmosphere. Also, their uniform was quite trendy for an airline. See below:
My brother happened to be wearing something similar that day! Lol
The bad parts:
Some auntie tried to cut my queue at the airport on my return journey home! WTF. I was queuing to get past immigration, was the last in line for about five minutes maybe, then this group of about four to five aunties came up from behind and waited for like five seconds before poking (!) me saying that they knew some guy that was standing in front of me. The fellow don't even know them lor, he just gave them this weird look. I was there first lor, already pissed that the immigration people were taking their own sweet time stamping other people's passports, then this bunch of people showed up trying to cut my queue. For goodness sake, I'm just one person in the queue lor. How much time you want to save? Use your brain and try to cut your way into the queue of people in front of me lar. Think I'm a pushover right? I told them that one more person in the queue wasn't going to make a difference, just because they are the Mainland Chinese (no offense meant, just some bad apples in their midst) with all their money doesn’t make them a law onto themselves and to shove their passports up where the sun doesn't shine. Except for the last part, sadly, which I didn’t know how to convey in Chinese. Still got the guts to grumble about me somemore.
The lechers. Don’t know why the men there are so filled with lust lor. Once in a while, they will try to walk up and bump into you if you are not careful. Strange, considering you can see all these sex aids they are selling in the Men’s Street. Maybe, the women are not giving them the release they crave? And it's not just the pretty young things on the streets, they target every person that can be considered a member of the female species.
The last bit provocative hor? I will try to make it a more family themed blog in the future. Haha
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