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says what she feels..
Sunday, August 07, 2005
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| :: Bittersweet
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Sore all over again. At least it's not as bad as the last time. Last night was pressure man. Tony Tan's son got married at GWP. Everything had to be perfect lar. Lots of things happened. Mainly to me. I somehow managed to get my hand stuck in between the swinging door and the doorframe. So stupid of me right? Worse of all, the F and B director saw it and asked me whether it hurts. What do you think? Of course it hurts like hell lar! You stupid or what? Bodoh! How would he like it if it was his hand who got stuck? So idiotic coming from a person who supposedly oozes of class. Bleargh!
Anyway, the main thing is that I got to see HIM again! Yay! ~dances around happily~ Everything became bearable. Better still, the BITCH wasn't there to interfere so everything was just peachy up to that point.
Then I found out I was working on National Day until 11 plus. I remembered thinking: How the hell am I supposed to wake up for work the next day? Isn't the parade ending around 9? I was happy when I saw N's name because he said he's not sure whether he will be able to make it. Then I saw the caveman's name. Shock washed over me, my world came crashing down. (A bit dramatic right?) Never expected that he would come back lor. I must be a Seer. Lol. Cause of the dream thing not too long ago. Hey, hey I can forsee the future. There's this whole complicated thing between us that I just found out recently. Apparently, he was fired (sort of) because of the whole thing with me. I really didn't want it to turn out this way. Not that I want him to continue with his behaviour, it's just the way he is. I certainly don't want him to get fired because I(or someone) ratted on him. If that's the case, then it would explain the look he gave me on his last day. All I can remember is saying that I didn't want to be in the same function as him. Now he's coming back. Don't know what to do when the day comes. Don't blame him a single bit if it turns out that he hates me. My whole day would be ruined then. ~Haiz~Labels: GWP
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