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says what she feels..
Sunday, July 31, 2005
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| :: Heartache again
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After resisting temptation to go running back to GWP, I did go back yesterday 'to help out'. My real intention was of course to see my beloved Engineer lar. So imagine how cheated and pissed I was to find that he was not working. ~pouts~ It's probably the reason why I was called in the first place. Half sian liao. Of course, I couldn't get within a 10 foot radius of him now after the stunt I pulled while the bitch is around anyway. Coincidentally, she wasn't around either, probably have to listen to her tell lies about me/him the entire night. Maybe they are in a rendevous together. ~must not let ridiculous thoughts get better of me~
Was happy to be back too, although I was not very chummy with most of the people there, except for the aunties. Even Hotshot Lawyer was not there to entertain me. ~Hmpf~ And Willie gave me a black face all night long. God, don't tell me he's still sore abot the red wine thing. He's not even the victim lor, I am. And if anyone should be holding a grudge, it's me.
Very sad cause the first thing Ace said after seeing me was that I've gotten fat. Which is true, I'm sad to say. I'm still wondering how I could gain 3kgs within 2 weeks. He says I'm probably pregnant and promptly received a punch on his arms for that. It's just that I'm not used to being able to eat while I'm working having a background in F and B. So everytime I'm free now, I'll be stuffing my face.
I really need to start dieting.
Plus, there must be a lot of kinks in my system cause it only took me all of 2 courses to pull a muscle in my back. First it was just sheer pain. By the time I got home, it was numb. Now it's sore. I'm just thankful. It could have been a lot worse, like my first day there where I had more than a sore back. Back then, I was just sore everywhere for 2 days straight. I was not a pretty sight.
Now looking forward to national day, for obvious reasons. Determination will prevail! Although I'm not crazy enough to go back there every weekend. I'm no workaholic trying to spread myself here, there and everywhere unlike some people. ~cough*bitch*cough~ When I say I'm gone means I'm gone, I stil have self preservation you know. Not going to let any guy dictate the way I work. God, I was stupid back then.Labels: GWP
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